Introspection

Some days you want to be front and center and other days you want to hold the boundaries a bit tighter and have some 'me' time. Another lovely day in the city and I am simply enjoying being a part of it. It is as if, each day that rises on to the scene holds a certain energy that I can slip into and find the flow. Some days you just do it and other days you have to focus and find the right energetic path in.

Today I felt content just being close to everyone, but not needing to dominate the conversation. Maybe I am a little nervous about tomorrow - my first job. I know I will have fun and I am sure I have the skills, I just don't want to disappoint anyone. Mom says there is no way I could disappoint, and to just enjoy myself... oh and smile for the camera. he he.

The unexpected can be a little scary but also exciting. It keeps things from getting boring, and really what's the worst that can happen? If you show up and do your best, it will be more than enough. So I am gearing up from the inside today... pacing myself so that tomorrow, I will be on point and feeling good. It is cool that both mom and I have jobs on the same day. I can't wait to sit down afterwards and share our great stories. This is living!